I need to start off by typing the Fact that it is 11:14pm EST on 9/18/22. The following post had ACTUALLY been created in August on the 22nd at 10:30am EST. I literally did the following post & then simply sat on it, on purpose. Tonight...? I finished typing 3-pages & laying out what the Shadow-Link Wars were & how-&-why They started, where this is the reason why the picture in the Header of this Post is that of a Fafa-Coventry Supreme High-Priestess, which is a POSITION, within the 1st-Priest Empire, that comes from the Fafa-Coventry Sect of the 1st-Priest Empire. A Supreme High-Priestess IS A POSITION, a rank-title, within the Fafa-Coventry. Where there are more than 1, but no more than 1000 throughout the entirety of the Fafa-Coventry, which is one of the Founding-Nations of the 1st-Priest Empire. I decided that, due to My Absence, I needed to highlight the Fact that Mun-Da, who is the main-character for what is being worked on. Is A LITERAL CHILD OF THE 1ST-PRIEST EMPIRE. Which was destroyed after it failed to achieve its goal of total-conquest of the entirety of the dimension of Nu-Sumar, however...? Mun-Da? Managed to avoid death-&-destruction when the section of the 1st-Priest Empire that He & His Parents lived-in AND WERE STATIONED IN, High-Deang, fell. Where He led survivors of Ryuso-Dragonbase, up into the Snowcrest-Mountains, following the Call of His Ogari-God Priest, which would lead Him to the very last remnant of the Suden-Sudali Empire. Where He was Called to the Task of CONTINUING WHAT THE SUDEN-SUDALI EMPIRE HAD FAILED, which was the Conquest of Snowcrest-Mountains, in preparation for when the Neo-1st Priest Empire would awaken & revive-&-restore itself, to begin the long process of reclaiming all of its lost lands, especially, High-Deang. Mun-Da? Is to make sure that Snowcrest-Mountains is underneath HIS CONTROL. So that when the time comes & Neo-1st Priest is ready to reclaim High-Deang, which is the landmass that Snowcrest-Mountains sits in, Mun-Da...? Is to be able to lead the vanguard & come down from the mountains like an avalanche while Neo-1st Priest sweeps into High-Deang like a flood, crushing-&-killing all of the Anti-Priest Forces-&-Factions that have been a problem... for Ages.... Here is the Original Post from August that I withheld, goodnight, from Philadelphia.... Good Morning, from Philadelphia…!
Why does this post say good morning while it is clearly posted in the evening? Because it is currently 10:30am EST as I type this, but this will be posted TONIGHT, once I get home. So it is the 22nd-day of August 2022 & I am literally JUST DOING MY FIRST POST FOR THIS MONTH, why? Death. Plain-&-simple. There has been a few deaths at the top of this month where the nature of those deaths made Me take a quick detour to tend to My Own Health & to remember why it is I have not been running to deal with my slipped disks through surgery. One of the deaths came from complications AFTER SUCCESSFUL SURGERY, where blood-clotting & an inattentiveness of the person’s cholesterol level, is LITERALLY WHAT KILLED THEM. They suffered a brain-stroke from the Fact that PRIOR to their surgery NEITHER THEY NOR THEIR DOCTOR/S, made sure to check to see WHERE THE PERSON’S CHOLESTEROL LEVEL WAS, where it was high. Now on the surface this SEEMS LIKE A WHAT THE FUCK-ISH, type of thing, however, like Myself…? This person was 50+. I already take a cholesterol medication with my blood pressure meds. And it is just about time for Me to return to the doctor’s to get MINE checked for this year, however the person in question, somehow, some way…? Neither THEY NOR THEIR DOCTOR/S, checked it, some sort of MISTAKE, was made in THIS AREA, so? Even though they survived the surgery, in typical fashion blood clots can take place after surgery, especially when one is 50+. Something that APPEARS TO BE HARMLESS, which isn’t no matter how you slice it, is cholesterol-levels. High-cholesterol levels are actually typical for Black-Americans, because too many of Us, myself included, turn to too much comfort food because of the constant race-based stress We are under here in the American-Empire. Note if what I just typed causes You to roll your eyes or you dislike what I just typed…? Leave. It’s just that simple. I do not want nor need You here, because that is ALSO ANOTHER ONE OF OUR PROBLEMS. We spend TOO MUCH TIME LYING ABOUT WHAT OUR LIVES ARE ACTUALLY LIKE, till exactly what just happened, HAPPENS. THIS…!? Is also why I am JUST NOW GETTING THIS POST UP. Because when all of this happened I was ALSO REVIEWING MY METRICS FROM WEEBLY, which is YET ANOTHER ISSUE THAT ADDED TO…? My Frustrations over what’d happened and what I am doing. This also led to a long HONEST CONVO with My Mother, where she finally decided to be, HONEST ENOUGH, where I then reminded HER. That as a Black-American Man, I do not have AND WILL NEVER HAVE, the option/s that she did, THAT ALLOWED HER TO BE SUCCESSFUL, where Her…? “SUCCESS”? Was far more ENGINEERED, which led to yet another convo between Her-&-I where she had to admit “Things are not the same… for You and other Blackmen here, so…? Yeah.’ We all had an interesting talk where she saw, SAW, and…? Was very uncomfortable when I SHOWED HER, all of thee…? Opportunities, I ALLEGEDLY HAD, where in the End…? Each one was one form or another, of a White con-game, where even My Ex-Wife told Me years ago “I had the computer guy…? I saw some of the contracts You had saved on the old computer…? And…? We could of used that money, but then when I saw all the red tape and clauses and fine print…!?” Yeah. Yeah…. Where she wanted to argue with Me when We were married and not listen when I pointed out that if I sign these…!? It’s just a ONE TIME DEAL. No royalties, no rights, no nothing afterwards, but boy do they sure have all kinds of STIPULATIONS to be able to DOUBLE-BACK AROUND TO ME & MAKE SURE I DON’T EVEN COME CLOSE TO CREATING ANYTHING THAT RESEMBLES WHAT I AM SELLING TO THEM. And why is that, was that…? Well, like I always say “What’s the History…?” And what IS, the History, between Blacks-&-Whites, both here….? …And abroad…? Now…? You can IGNORE THIS FACTUAL-EVIDENCE, as a Black-Person, IF YOU DARE. But now it is time for Me to CONNECT the top half of this post to this current part, which is…? DEATH. Black-Americans? People love to claim that We die at high rates from alleged “Black-on-Black Crime”, no, We are killed at high-rates by the very history-&-legacy of being reduced to slaves by Whites and then PUT ON THE BOTTOM OF WHEREVER WE ARE FOUND. While being told THIS FACT DOES NOT MATTER. Nor does it matter THE DURATION OF TIME. Nor does it matter THE LAWS PASSED AND SOCIAL-NORMS CREATED-&-REINFORCED DURING THAT TIME, for instance…? Just here in America alone, Black-Americans HAVE ONLY HAD THE LEGAL RIGHT TO MARRY SINCE 1866. 156-years, meanwhile…? OUR OVERT-ENSLAVEMENT LASTED, for 250-years, where We had NO LEGAL RIGHT TO MARRY. NO LEGAL RIGHT TO DECIDE HOW TO RAISE OURSELVES-&-OUR CHILDREN. NO LEGAL RIGHT TO GATHER. NO LEGAL RIGHT TO NOT BE DETAINED-&-QUESTIONED BY ANY WHITE-PERSON OF ANY AGE. NO LEGAL RIGHT TO MEDICAL CARE NOR AN EXPECTATION OF MEDICAL CARE UNLESS IT WAS FOR AND TO THE BENEFIT OF WHITES, IF THEY SO DEEMED SUCH CARE WAS…? Needed. The People who died at the top of this month…? Were INTEGRATIONIST-BLACKS. And FENCE-STRADDLING BLACKS. Who would every so often, TRY TO DEBATE WITH ME, or at Least…!? Have conversations with Me, about how “Everything will work out in the End.” And? “I just put it in the Hands of God, in the Hands of the Lord, and it’ll all work out…!” but ironically JUST PRIOR to LITERALLY THIS MONTH OF THEIR DEATHS…? They finally admitted They were tired-&-stressed. And THEY WISHED THEY’D AT LEAST HAVE DONE, even a third of what I’ve done with My Life, for what it was & is, worth. They never “rocked the Boat”. They ALWAYS IGNORED the Reality of Our Racial-situation, even when THEY KNEW IT WAS DIRECTLY IMPACTING THEM, because contrary to popular belief, MOST BLACK-AMERICANS, will blame Themselves BEYOND THE POINT OF POINTLESSNESS, about WHY THEY AREN’T WHERE THEY THINK THEY SHOULD BE, or could Be. Where when faced off against a Black-American like myself…? It never fails. Because at some point They finally confess about opportunities-&-aspirations, where THEY, not ME, but THEY…!? Had THE TALENT! THE IDEAS! THE PLANNING! But NOT THE CAPITAL. And always at that point, some Rando-White Person, always was able to MAKE SURE They DID NOT GET WHAT THEIR CREDIT AND CREDENTIALS, had actually, ACCORDING TO TERMS-&-SERVICES, RULES-&-REGS, LAWS, laid out, where THEY SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN WHAT THEY APPLIED FOR. And so….? They turned to religion. They turned to blaming themselves. They turned to stress-eating. And THEY TURNED AWAY FROM, whatever Their Idea was, WHATEVER THEIR DREAM/S WERE, where THEY ACTUALLY HAD FAR MORE THAN I EVER WILL, and still it was always some Rando-White Person. Who could simply…? Divert-&-destroy. What THEY’D ACTUALLY, SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO ACHIEVE. This is why I am ONLY NOW POSTING. Because in My Younger Years…? Myself and the Blacks I stood shoulder to shoulder with…? We would…? Have words… with “such Whites”. Where to Them…? It was, FUNNY. To do these things. It was…? COMICAL. To INTENTIONALLY, destroy Black-People’s hard work & hopes & dreams. The IRONY. Of the ADMISSIONS, of these Blacks, who died this month, where They originally used to mock-&-ridicule “Blacks like Me’. Where it isn’t about running outside and runnin around LOOKING FOR WHITES TO ATTACK, no. It is about, ACCEPTING REALITY. Being HONEST ABOUT IT. Then WORKING ACCORDINGLY TO CHANGE THAT REALITY. Those who died this month? THEY WERE AGAINST ACCEPTING THE FACT THAT IF WE CHANGE OUR INTERNAL-DYNAMICS. And ACCEPT. That WE MUST BUILD STRONG INTERNAL BOUNDS WITH EACH OTHER AND DESIGN OUR SOCIETY SO THAT WE CAN CIRCUMVENT AND OVERCOME THE INTENTIONAL HURDLES PUT IN OUR WAY BY WHITES, then…? As time passes…? We BUILD OUR OWN MEANS-&-METHODS TO NOT HAVE TO RELY ON OUTSIDERS TO MAKE OR BREAK WHAT WE NEED TO DO, or, WANT TO DO. Those that died, INITIALLY…!? For ALL OF THEIR, “credit to Our Race”-stereotyping, THEY DID NOT BELIEVE IN OUR RACE NOR WANT TO ACCEPT THE REALITY OF OUR RACIAL-SITUATION AND THEN ACT-WORK ACCORDINGLY, to PERMANENTLY, change it…! This THEY RESORTED TO COPING MECHANISMS, which I have typed on here before:
All of this really made me look at how they’d tried to talk around what I was saying, before finally admitting that trying to find ways to fit into a dangerous environment that was literally designed for the sole-purpose of excluding-&-isolating Us, is NOT what WE, are supposed to be doing. And now they have died. And THEIR DEATHS WERE AVOIDABLE, had They HAD, the CORRECT MINDSTATE, and yes I typed that as one word. It should be obvious that THEIR PASSINGS, got me thinking about my own mortality, and have I done all that I can. And the answer for me, was no. Because I lost decades due to TRYING TO FIT IN, ironically, with Black-People LIKE THEM. Where that IS NOT FOR ME TO DO. Because I already know THAT THAT IS WRONG & DOES NOT WORK OUT IN THE END. It took me till today to work through all of this and look back on my own life, while also looking at theirs, and thinking about our interactions. It’s done now. And now I can get back to doing what I know, actually works. Good. Evening. From Philadelphia….
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