I've been ATTEMPTING to READJUST to going in to the Dayjob once again after nearly a month of not having to!
The 2nd-Opinion Review was pretty much WHAT I EXPECTED FROM WORKMAN'S-COMP AND WORKNET.
So of course I was deemed as being able to return to work & of course this doctor was "a much nicer at calling Me a liar".
He did UNINTENTIONALLY VERIFY SOMETHING I THOUGHT WAS THE CASE, which is?
Here in the State of Pennsylvania?
The more MEDICAL-ISSUES THAT YOUR WORKMAN'S-COMP CLAIM INVOLVES?
Then THE MORE THOSE ISSUES CANNOT BE TREATED BY YOUR PRIMARY CARE PHYSICIAN!!!!!
So re-read THAT and LET THAT SINK IN.
Because I HAD SUSPECTED AS MUCH, where why did I SUSPECT AS MUCH?
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, it is DUE TO RACE.
And MY KNOWLEDGE AND ACCEPTANCE OF THE FACT THAT NOT ONLY DOES RACE MATTER.
But so too does THE CUSTOMS-N-CULTURE & CODE OF CONDUCT CREATED BASED OFF OF RACE & EACH INDIVIDUAL RACE'S PERCEPTIONS-INTERACTIONS WITH ONE ANOTHER, including their History of Interaction.
The Doctor who did My 2nd-Opinion Review was shocked on how I conducted Myself. Because regardless of what came out of His Mouth.
The Reality is that I AM THE ONE IN PAIN.
What has been THE HISTORY of Black-Americans with White-Americans & then THE PERCEPTIONS OF WHITE-AMERICANS WHEN IT COMES TO BLACK-AMERICAN PAIN IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, FORM, OR FASHION?
IF you have ever wondered where did the Design & LOOK for Cao Cao of Dynasty Warriors came from?
You now know.
Because this is the actor who portrayed Him in the CCTV-Drama Romance of the Three Kingdoms during the 90's.
This of course is Cao Cao as he was designed in Dynasty Warriors 3 & 3XL.
This is how Cao Cao was ultimately updated for the Latter DW (Dynasty Warriors) games. One of the things I HOPE TO ACCOMPLISH is to ULTIMATELY MAKE A DW-STYLE GAME OR ACTUALLY DO A NEW ONE FOR KOEI.
I am A HUGE Dynasty Warriors Player but I had to stop as the game kept attempting to bring in more & more outsiders, which caused it to lose its appeal for long-time players like Myself & My Sworn Brothers and Our Friends.
What does ANY OF THIS?
Have to do with not only My 2nd-Opinion Review and the Lack of Postings lately...?
It has everything to do with what has happened over the Last Week....
#1) It should be quite obvious that when I did play DW. I always played as Cao Cao. Because I've had the pleasure of being able to read the PHYSICAL BOOK ROMANCE OF THE THREE-KINGDOMS when it was EXTREMELY HARD TO GET AN AMERICAN TRANSLATION. And the one that was out WAS EXTREMELY CHOPPED UP AND ABBREVIATED.
Even as I type this now?
I am reminded of some of the things said to Me by Friends & Family last week, or this week, pending on when You think the week ends or starts.
When they found out what this doctor had said to Me and My Reaction.
I am not here to throw hissy-fits nor talk out of turn without an ACTUAL UNDERSTANDING OF MY SITUATION AND THE CIRCUMSTANCES I'M IN.
In determining how a person should act.
So you'd better KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THE REALITY OF YOUR LIFE, YOUR SITUATION, AND YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES.
Because THEY WILL DETERMINE HOW LONG AND HOW WELL YOU WILL LIVE.
I don't know Him and He doesn't know Me.
So what was MOST IMPORTANT WAS ME NOT FOOLING MYSELF.
The REALITY of My People's History here ON THE MACRO-LEVEL.
Then that OF MY FAMILY AND MYSELF ON THE MICRO-LEVEL?
I do NOT HAVE THE POWER WEALTH NOR INFLUENCE TO WILD OUT AND ACT A FOOL, because some stranger with medical-credentials is saying something I don't like.
I CAN'T CONTROL HIM.
I can however.
All I can do.
IS BE HONEST.
If he thinks I'm lying?
He's A WORKMAN'S-COMP DOCTOR.
Odds are HE'S DEALT WITH FAKERS, PHONIES AND LIARS, it happens.
Is to SHOW THROUGH MY ACTIONS I AM NOT ONE OF THEM, also!?
I am TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT THIS IS NOT A NORMAL DOCTOR-PATIENT SITUATION NOR CIRCUMSTANCE.
I got INJURED ON THE JOB.
A SLEW OF FUCK-UP'S HAS HAPPENED SINCE.
And now here I am.
Is to LISTEN AND LEARN BY WHAT HE IS AND IS NOT TELLING ME. And REMEMBER THAT HE IS NOT MY PRIMARY-CARE DOCTOR.
And BECAUSE OF THAT?
My NUMBER ONE PRIORITY IS TO FIND OUT WHAT CAN & CAN'T GET DONE BECAUSE OF THIS FACT.
Not argue and act out because oh my god, some random White-professional or person, is claiming I'm lying.
That has NEVER HAPPENED EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I am SO SHOCKED AND INSULTED.
Is there no justice in this world.
How can they do this to Me.
Blah blah blah, Ginger.
Blah blah blah blah blah BLAH!
This next image is EVEN MORE APPROPRIATE.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnd, this last one TIES DIRECTLY INTO MY SITUATION WITH THE DOCTOR AT THE 2ND-OPINION REVIEW.
And that sums it up.
The Doctor is NOT GOD.
The Doctor IS NOT INFALLIBLE.
Most importantly THIS DOCTOR IS NOT MY DOCTOR.
His CONCERNS are NOT THE SAME AS MY PRIMARY CARE DOCTOR.
I have NO HISTORY WITH THIS DOCTOR.
I DON'T KNOW HIM.
AND HE DOESN'T KNOW ME.
So once he starts saying HE AGREES WITH THE PREVIOUS DOCTOR'S ASSESSMENT, meanwhile?
I already HAVE A COMPLAINT ON FILE THAT THESE ARE THE WRONG KIND OF DOCTOR'S FOR MY INJURY?
I've DONE MY DUE-DILIGENCE.
And STATED MY CASE DIRECTLY TO THE WORKMAN'S-COMP COMPANY ITSELF.
Doesn't know that I already have a letter DEEMING MY WORKMAN'S-COMP INJURY CREDIBLE.
And what I'm doing AT THIS POINT?
Is TRYING TO GET THE CORRECT TREATMENT FROM THESE WORKMAN'S-COMP DOCTORS, which is, in all honesty, IN THIS EXPERIENCE...!?
A waste of MY TIME.
Because THEY AREN'T REALLY CONCERNED ABOUT THAT.
And so MY REACTION?
Has to be Measured.
It has to ALSO BE centered around "Hey...? What are THE LAWS, regarding Workman's-comp injuries & can you simply just GO SEE YOUR PRIMARY CARE DOCTOR. After spinning Your Wheels with these strangers...?"
And this is where what I typed ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE WAY AT THE BEGINNING ABOUT RACE!?
Comes into Play.
I IMMEDIATELY switched MY THINKING to White-American Mode and said "Hmmmm? Lotta money to be made. And a lot of business to be done by PRIMARILY WHITE-AMERICAN DOCTORS FOR WORKMAN'S-COMP. Which means they PROBABLY HAVE ALREADY SET UP LAWS THAT WILL BLOCK A PERSON FROM JUST DOUBLING-BACK TO THEIR PRIMARY-CARE DOCTOR. After dealing with a Workman's-Comp Doctor."
I thought about it some more.
While this doctor is literally bragging to Me about his medical-credentials and how he's "seen it all" and that "I'm over-exaggerating" my injury.
And I said to Myself "Whites would pass laws that make it difficult and/or impossible. For Worker's-Comp Injuries to just simply be treated by Your Primary-Care Doctor. If You DISAGREE with the Treatment."
This is why You don't have mindless role-models or people You look up to.
And You draw upon WHO YOU ARE AND LOOK TO WHO THEY WERE.
To quickly come up with THE CORRECT COURSE OF ACTION.
So I stopped talking.
Because MY OWN SUSPICIONS WOULD BE PROVEN CORRECT AN HOUR LATER.
I did NOT push for another appeal.
I DID NOT ARGUE.
I let HIM TALK.
And I LET HIM BELIEVE that HE WAS IN CONTROL.
Because I knew if I let Him talk LONG ENOUGH...?
He might give Me the answer for something that IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT FOR ME, than it is for Him.
And sure enough...?
I was correct.
In the State of Pennsylvania.
Any MEDICAL-AILMENTS THAT YOU GET TREATED FOR AND/OR ARE TIED TO YOUR WORKMAN'S-COMP CASE?
THEY CANNOT BE BROUGHT TO YOUR PRIMARY-CARE PHYSICIAN BECAUSE IT IS AGAINST THE LAW.
And I was able to KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THAT THIS WAS PROBABLY THE CASE.
Based STRICTLY OFF OF THE FACT THAT WHITES WRITE ALL OF THE LAWS. And BASED OFF OF WHITE-HISTORY, no one is safe.
Not even Whites themselves.
It is 10x's that for Us as Blacks.
I STOPPED TALKING.
I DID NOT DISENGAGE, but I DID NOT CONTINUE DOWN A MEDICAL CONVERSATION and ALLOWED HIM TO STEER THE CONVERSATION. Because ONLY MY OWN INSISTENCE COULD MAKE MATTERS WORSE FOR ME.
When it came to getting whatever this is treated with this wrist.
He then wrote up the discharge papers.
And I've been ADJUSTING to Dayjob-work, as I should.
Because it is manual-labor.
The Doctor did suggest, that My Age may play a role in the Fact that I may be too old for the job now & my body as a whole simply cannot deal with that. He did tell me that he was WELL-AWARE that I am OVERQUALIFIED FOR MY POSITION. And he stated NUMEROUS TIMES, that I am SUPPOSED TO BE IN SOME WHITE-COLLAR FORTUNE 500-COMPANY.
Making a LOT OF MONEY.
And He would be correct.
As I said before.
And most people figure out too late when they find out exactly how their business makes its money. That they make that money...?
By willfully hurting and manipulating other people.
And I have always known.
That you are supposed to understand that while You do need a job....?
You'd better be prepared for the Fact that the Job/s you do.
Are a reflection of You and what You stand for.
So if you take a job where that company fuck's people over?
When You find this out?
It is ON YOU when and if...?
You decide to stay there.
Because You are saying that You have no problems with what Your Employer is doing to Others.
I'm gonna leave You with this last video clip.
Where it is from the Original Romance of the Three Kingdoms Drama in the 90's.
The Cai-Family has intentionally surrendered their territory of Jing to Cao Cao and they were expecting certain treatment/s from him. When the Reality was they could have EASILY FOUGHT AGAINST HIM and at THE VERY LEAST?
Kept Him out of their territory and maybe even fought for mastery and reunification of China as Their Own Faction. One of the possibilities that I would introduce if I ever reach the goal I typed to You earlier about creating a new DW-game, but...?
They were treacherous scumbags who had always wanted power over the Jingzhou-region, but DIDN'T WANT TO DO THE WORK THAT CAME WITH IT, including...!?
Defending it FROM ATTACKS, since the Central-Authority of the Latter-Han Empire HAD CRUMBLED BEFORE CAO CAO CAME TO POWER.
So add that Fact to the List to, which is seen in today's Black-American Community.
There is no war for Unification, at least, not just yet.
Cao Cao, as the Prime Minister of Latter-Han, and as a Warlord who'd worked in the government and served on the Battlefront against the Yellow Turban Rebellion, something that White-American politicians TEND TO AVOID, by the Way.
Nobody is so quick nor cavalier to use the Military for their personal goals WHEN THEY THEMSELVES ARE REQUIRED TO DEPLOY WITH THE MILITARY THEY ARE TRYING TO MANIPULATE.
Now having TAKEN OVER THE CENTRAL-GOVERNMENT AND HAVING HIS OWN ARMY?
Is then able to JUSTIFY HIS ACTIONS AND PASS LAWS THAT PUT PEOPLE BACK TO WORK AND RESTORE ORDER!
Something that the novel IGNORES, whereas in Real Life?
Cao Cao's policies and practices are what made it impossible to get THE PEOPLE IN HIS REGION TO TURN ON HIM.
So with that as a backdrop?
And then everything I've already typed about how a PERSON is SUPPOSED TO BE MINDFUL ABOUT WHO THEY DECIDE TO BECOME AN EMPLOYEE OF, something that has BECOME LOST IN PRESENT-DAY SOCIETY ON PURPOSE....
Pay attention to how the Fact that the Cai-Family IGNORED all of these Facts and especially their own behavior and how they treated others, yet?
Swore up-n-down that once AN OUTSIDE FORCE CAME IN.
Then somehow they wouldn't be held to account based on how they'd behaved themselves and the decisions they made....
The Creator's Corner
Is where I will give generalized updates!