And HERE WE ARE!!!!! The End of 2019. This Year FLEW BY FAST! The Irony is & was, that it is at THIS TIME LAST YEAR? I was at My Old Dayjob and pressing-&-pushing hard to get in to the Current New Dayjob! Where I sit here now typing and on Tuesday I am going to be getting a 2nd-Opinion on the Injury I suffered at this New Dayjob that was "avoidable" if I'd simply NOT COMPLIED WITH MY NEW DAYJOB BOSS & TOLD HIM FLAT OUT THAT I WAS TIRED OF HIM TRYING TO MILK EXTRA WORK OUT OF ME BECAUSE OF "HIS OWN SITUATION WITH HIS ACTUAL SUBORDINATES THAT HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER". Note that I put avoidable in quotes. Because IT HAD NEVER BEEN AVOIDABLE & We used to ARGUE ALL THE TIME ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES AM I SUPPOSED TO DO A SWEEP THROUGH AFTER I'VE DONE 2-ROUNDS OF COLLECTING THE TRASH & CHECKING TO SEE WHAT MAY OR MAY NOT NEED MAINTENANCE AND WHATEVER ELSE. Well...? I finally got confirmation that INDEED. The Training I received was CORRECT. It's TWICE A DAY, exactly as I argued with Him for My Entire Probationary-Period. Meaning for 6-months I had to fight with "My Site Supervisor" about POLICY-N-PROCEDURE HE IS SUPPOSED TO KNOW DUE TO HIS OWN AMOUNT OF YEARS WORKING, while I? As a BRAND NEW EMPLOYEE DO NOT KNOW THIS. So while it may seem WTF-ish regarding WHY AM I TYPING THIS, look at the CUMULATIVE-HISTORY OF MY WEBSITE & WHAT I HAVE TYPED BEFORE. There is a VERY REAL REASON WHY BLACK-AMERICAN TALENT GETS WASTED. 1) NO PRE-EXISTING INFRASTRUCTURE TO IMMEDIATELY PLUG INTO THAT WE OWN & CONTROL. That work IS FINALLY BEING DONE AGAIN, at a snail's pace, but at least that is finally being done again. 2) LACK OF SUPPORT ALL THE WAY AROUND AT ALL LEVELS. This one is a FUNDAMENTAL-FLAW THAT DIRECT-CONNECTS TO POINT-1 ABOVE THIS ONE. Centuries of Death & Abuse AT THE HANDS OF WHITE-AMERICANS. Has created a BUSINESS GUN-SHY BLACK-AMERICAN COMMUNITY that is ONLY NOW starting to RE-EMERGE. I can type to YOU WITH 100%-FAMILY FACTS! That I Myself got NO SUPPORT for My Artistic-Talents BECAUSE WE HAD FAMILY-MEMBERS WHO WERE TORTURED FOR THEIR ARTISTIC-TALENTS & WORSE BY WHITES. Thus "liberal arts"-stuff THAT DIDN'T PRODUCE INSTANT MONEY WERE ABANDONED. Because You are talking about LOSING YOUR LIFE IN SOME WAY SHAPE & FORM. Because some RANDOM WHITES THOUGHT THAT WAS WHAT NEEDED TO HAPPEN TO STOP MY FAMILY'S GROWTH IN THIS AREA. So for Me, being born into MY FAMILY, WITH THIS HISTORICAL-BACKGROUND? There IS NO SUPPORT. And then GETTING PEOPLE TO OPEN UP AND BE HONEST HAS BEEN PAINFUL AND GENERALLY AVOIDED, and why...? Because NO WHITES WERE EVER PUNISHED FOR THEIR CRIMES. This DOES NOT INCLUDE OTHER FAMILY-MEMBERS MURDERED THAT WERE NOT INVOLVED IN ART. 3) This kind of ACTUAL-HISTORY, then leads to OBSESSIONS FOR WORKING IN WHITE-APPROVED WAYS-&-MEANS, thus You see why SO MANY BLACK-AMERICAN MEN ARE CLOGGING UP ATHLETICS! CLOGGING UP MANUAL-LABOR JOBS, which is ironic with the ONE-SIDED DEPICTION OF THE REALITY OF BLACK-AMERICAN SLAVES AND SLAVERY. I have made it clear and My Mother has been reminding Me for the last few weeks. That I am LITERALLY UNIQUE FOR OUR ENTIRE FAMILY. It is something where she has been extremely concerned because of My Health and with the Fact that while My Postings HERE. Are SLOW AND LIMITED. She has had the chance to SEE what HAS BEEN DONE and Her concern is rooted in the Fact that I am DOING ALL OF THESE THINGS BY MYSELF. Thus it takes LONGER THAN I'D LIKE TO GET THINGS DONE. Just doing THIS CONCEPT-ARTWORK FOR MAHOGANY-MEDUSA;
Took all day Friday, where SHE LOOKS THE WAY SHE LOOKS, because of the Main Character, the Beastmaster Mun-Da;
Where He too took ALL DAY, because just like with Her. HE LOOKS THE WAY HE LOOKS FOR AN ACTUAL STORYLINE-BASED REASON. She understood why the concept-artwork MUST GET DONE. And IS NOT RANDOM. Because these are EXACTLY WHAT I TYPED. They are CONCEPTS. Of Artwork. Mun-Da, which is HIS STYLE NAME, and style-names, are INTIMATE-NAMES THAT TIE INTO WHAT IT MEANS FOR HIM AND THE BEAST-PEOPLE THAT ALL OF THEM ARE COLLECTIVELY A PART OF. When I do these drawings I am literally showing who the characters are & bits-n-pieces of WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN. With HINTS OF WHY, they are the Way they Are and Why they have DONE AND/OR EXPERIENCED WHAT THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH.
So it's not a matter of just cut-copy-paste and put it up! Put it out there! It has taken Me half-a-decade and things are finally settling in to where THEY MUST BE. There is NO WAY I'm going to back down, back off, slow down, OR SLACK OFF! I was asked once again by a Family-Friend "Why don't you just take Your Ideas to one of the pre-existing places & go from there!? You could make A LOT OF MONEY!!!!!" And not own any of what I went through the Door with. Of course by this point enough family-members now know why and THEY HAD TO EXPLAIN TO HER. So I am typing this again RIGHT NOW to ALL OF YOU READING THIS. Thank You for Your patience. And I can promise You that it IS WORTH IT. And You will be Rewarded for It. It's December 2019, the End of the Year, and of course, ironically. The Month of My Birth. If there is one thing that Capricorn's are known for...? It is when they KNOW they have something WORTH FIGHTING FOR AND CLIMBING FOR...? Then They do it. So Lemme go on ahead, and get back to work. I'll type to You again. ...Sooner than You Think....