Here's What I'm NOT GETTING for the Custom-Desktop's Graphics-Card

Good Evening from Philadelphia....​

The above pictured Graphics Card is the INVIDIA RTX 2080TI-O11G!
It is the VERY BEST graphics-card you can get on the market today!
And it cost $2K to own.
Sooooooooooooooooh, yeah!?
I WON'T be getting this GPU.
I can't say I was expecting such a high price, but what it really tells Me is the Fact that I am poor.
Working-poor to BE PRECISE.
My main goal with the GPU for the New Custom-Desktop is of course for it to be able TO HANDLE THE AMOUNT OF GRAPHICS I WILL BE CONSISTENTLY GENERATING VIA MY ARTWORK AND THE GRAPHICS-PROGRAMS I INTEND TO DOWNLOAD ONTO THE NEW CDT!
   Of course I'm still fighting with my fucked up lower-back and the Meds actually make me sleepy, so that's gonna be about it for this post.
   I simply had to post about this because I'm over here... SITTING DOWN in front of the laptop and trying to GET SOME SORT OF FUCKIN WORK DONE, where I don't feel like I get enough done as it is.
   Then the my back fucks up, OH!?
   I also made some sales.
   Either way!?
   I decided to start looking into more of the CDT's component-parts and? Because this laptop is already in need of a new GPU itself, which, in its own way SHOWS I have been WORKING, but!?
   Because of THAT!?
   I decided to start looking over GPU's and then I saw THIS 2000-DOLLAR NIGHTMARE WHERE I REALLY WANT IT, but know I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY FOR IT!
   At least not at the income I'm making right now.
   EITHER WAY!?
   Looking over other GPU's and I'm seeing that many of the ones I need are already selling out BECAUSE IT IS THE END OF THE YEAR, which, once again, I FORGOT ABOUT. In regard to how the End of the Year WILL IMPACT PEOPLE RUNNING AROUND BUYING UP ANYTHING THAT ISN'T STAPLED DOWN!
   Especially in computer-electronics, which ONCE AGAIN SHOWS, how far REMOVED I'VE BECOME FROM THOSE WORLDS.
   $2000.
   For a GPU-card.
   Must be nice to be able TO DO THAT.
   But I DON'T HAVE THE CASH-FLOW FOR THAT, so, not gonna happen for Me, at least...!?
   ...Not yet....