From Pencil to Ink: 2nd-Drawing of the Sumarpanga MTA-1

Good Morning from Philadelphia...!

   So I've been typing to You about the Fact that I got a lotta concept-artwork inked since Youngest Brother's Death, yet I haven't shown You a shred of proof of what I've typed, until this morning.
​   For starters let's QUICKLY take a look at the completed 1st MTA-1 drawing which has been inked-&-colored:

MTA-1
1st-Drawing

   The MTA-1 is the STANDARD Mount-Type Abomination of Mun-Da's Sumarpanga-Forces.
   They're military-mounts & are LITERALLY a completely NEW RACE OF BEAST-TYPE MOUNTS, created by Mun-Da through his own work of taking various biomatter-materials from the Feral-Tribes of Wild-Asses that he's had to contend with since coming to Snowcrest-Mountains.
   So once I did the 1st-Drawing I decided to go on ahead & do another drawing & this time, because I actually drew this 1st-drawing ON LITERALLY, TWO SEPARATE PIECES OF PAPER!?
   Once I got the GENERAL GIST of what they looked like.
   WHY THEY LOOKED THE WAY THEY LOOK.
   WHICH WILD-ASSES WERE USED TO EVEN CREATE THEM.
   And?
   How long did it take Mun-Da to FINALLY FINISH THEM, then...?
   I decided to actually do a 2nd-drawing ON ONE SHEET OF PAPER THIS TIME.
​   This of course led to this 2nd-Drawing:

   So once I got this one done then of course I went on ahead & started working on the next piece of concept-artwork & this 2nd-drawing sat & sat & sat & sat & sat & SAT, until last month.
   I typed about this in Yesterday's post, regarding how Death can be a sobering & motivating thing. I gave an OVERARCHING-ASSESSMENT that You are either working TOWARDS OR AWAY FROM WHATEVER YOU CLAIM YOUR GOALS ARE.
   In the same way that We are all either WORKING TOWARDS OR AWAY FROM WHO WE CLAIM TO BE.
   But I didn't really get into any the Guts regarding SPECIFIC-DETAILS THAT SUPPORT THE OVERARCHING POINT I MADE.
   I have typed over the Years that my MAIN THING HAS ALWAYS BEEN JUST GETTING ALL OF THESE CONCEPTS OUT OF MY HEAD & THEN ONTO SOME SORT PHYSICAL-TANGIBLE MEANS SO THAT THEY CAN BE SEEN & READ ABOUT...!
   I've also typed consistently that TIME IS CRITICAL IN BEING ABLE TO DO THAT.
   No Time?
   Then One has to FIND THE TIME, meanwhile!?
   ALL OF YOUR IDEAS ARE BATTLING TO GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD & ONTO PAPER, COMPUTER, ETC.-ETC.!!!!!
   You then HAVE TO CORRECTLY SORT OUT WHO GETS PRIORITY INTO BEING MADE INTO A PHYSICAL-TANGIBLE ANYTHING, to be read &/or viewed!
   Note that I type from the perspective of ACKNOWLEDGING THAT MY IDEAS HAVE A LIFE OF THEIR OWN.
   I have been told IN THE PAST, that THIS IS WHY I'VE BEEN EFFECTIVE-AFFECTIVE, and I used both because I've LITERALLY HAD IT THROWN IN MY FACE BY READER/S, who DIDN'T LIKE THE END RESULT/S OF SOME CHARACTERS, because they'd become attached & invested & the character/s, died.
   Yet even as they were PISSED OFF AT ME, they ADMITTED that what happened!?
   AND WHY.
   AND HOW!?!?!?
   ....?
   Actually made sense.
   It wasn't shock value.
   It was jury-rigged.
   It was...?
   Based on the Reality of the World, Storyverse, I'd created.
   Mind You I have an Eternals-storyline script that keeps barging into My Brain where I actually shared it with a Dayjob coworker who literally said "Holy shit THAT WOULD'VE BEEN A GREAT FUCKIN MOVIE!!!!!"
   -_-
   "Why...? Are You working here...?"
   Then They remember & simply admit that They would RATHER RISK WHATEVER HAPPENS, than continue to do what I have been doing, HOWEVER!?!?!?
   This too fits into what I am typing to You about now & TIES DIRECTLY INTO THE OVERARCHING POINTS I MADE YESTERDAY & REMIND YOU OF THIS MORNING!!!!!\
   It is ALSO WHY I typed the Fact THAT IF MY TYPING ABOUT RACE BOTHERS YOU THEN YOU NEED TO LEAVE.
   Because THE REASON WHY I have BEEN EFFECTIVE & AFFECTIVE...!?
   Is BECAUSE I LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD & HAVE ZERO-INTEREST IN CREATING A BUNCH OF LIES TO MAKE WHITES OR ANYONE ELSE FEEL COMFORTABLE ABOUT ANYTHING THAT IS HARMFUL TO MY RACE, note!?
   That by TYPING THAT!?
   I AUTOMATICALLY.
   Ahem, AUTOMATICALLY!!!!!
   INCLUDE MYSELF.
   Thus the reason why My Sentence just now SAID HARMFUL TO MY RACE, thus, BY DEFAULT, I AM INCLUDED & DON'T NEED TO TYPE THAT PART OUT.
   -_-
   You'd be AMAZED how many present-day Black-Americans & Black-People IN GENERAL, HONESTLY MISS THAT FACT, now?!
   Coming back around to zero in on My Point of this Post...!?

   My Own seemingly RANDOM hoping around FROM CHARACTER TO CHARACTER & STORYLINE TO STORYLINE HAS NEVER BEEN RANDOM, which I typed about from Day-1 & have come back to from time-to-time to remind You, where I am PAINFULLY.
   PAINFULLY-AWARE...!
   That having pages up on here WITH NO ACTIVITY MAKES IT SEEM LIKE I'M OVER HERE FUCKIN AROUND, but now You have read in this post what I have always been typing about.
   GETTING OUT OF THIS SHIT OUT OF MY HEAD WITH ZERO HELP IS UNGODLY TIME-CONSUMING & IT COMES AT A MASSIVE COST WHEN ALL FACTORS ARE TALLIED UP & ATTRIBUTED TO ME & MY BEHAVIORS-ACTIONS OVER THE YEARS...!!!!!
   Youngest Brother's Death?
   Is A DIRECT RESULT of ME, TAKING TOO LONG TO REACH THIS POINT WHERE I CAN SAFELY KEEP THE OVERACHING STORYVERSE INTACT AS YEARS GO FORWARD FROM NOW.
   This too has been typed about by Me throughout the existence of this website.
   Where what does this have to do with the concept-artwork & the 2nd-drawing of the MTA-1...!?
   ...
   Everything.
   Because as I've ALSO TYPED BEFORE?!
   If I don't GET THE GENERIC-BASIC STOCK-CHARACTERS & PEOPLE OUT OF MY HEAD & INTO ONTO A TANGIBLE PHYSICAL FINISHED MEDIUM...!?
   Then based off of HOW I CREATE?
   I can't make A REALISTIC WORLD FOR WHICH THE MAIN-&-SUB CHARACTERS EXIST IN.
   Because it is THE EVERYDAY MUNDANE, BACKGROUND-PEOPLE & PLACES, THAT MAKE ANY STORYVERSE ACTUALLY WORK OR FAIL!
   And as I have already typed, this comes at a Cost.
   And whether I like it or not, whether it is a good or bad element-&-aspect of who I am as a person...?

   I have always paid the Cost.
   For Better.
   Or Worse....